最近心情真的是很奇怪
偶尔好，偶尔坏，大体上从来没有这么平静过
自己也说不清楚
robin以为我忧郁了
动不动就开导我
每天上班下班
连上下班的路线都基本上不变
就像在两点搬运东西的蚂蚁
这边搬过去，那边搬过来
晚上回家，独自面对着电脑
有点有气无力
电脑时刻都放着音乐
但是脑袋里不知道在想什么
或许只是希望有点声音
要不自己闷得慌吧
难道我又迷茫了？！
不知道
最近许多东西都不想深究
就想躺在床上
什么事情都不理会
高兴的时候也是有的
偶尔和人家开玩笑
开60的玩笑
那家伙说受到我的最近blog的低迷影响
反过来劝我别写太多
难道我的心情受最近的股指影响
不过最近发现自己许多话题都变了
和朋友同学坐下的时候
动不动就谈股票、房子
看来自己终究是个世俗者
不断的没入社会这个大染缸
报纸上许多名人出来吹水
大多都是嗤之以鼻
许多事情从来没有像现在这么清醒
即使有意见，慢慢的，也不再评价了
This is my life!
I have no words, just be an normal guy on the way backing to nothing.
Nothing to complain.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Test: Your Imagini Visual Profile
Personality: moods => sofisticat
You're a bit of a romantic and have a taste for the exotic. You love feeling the sea breeze in your hair, sun on your skin...Slip those shoes off...You like to kick back. When comes to art, you have a traditional eye. You are passionate about history and skills that have been aroun d for centuries, you believe truly great art stands the test of time. As for music, it's the soundtrack to your world. You like to unwind and switch off: it gives you a break from reality. You choice of treat shows you're a really bubbly character; you love a touch of glamour and sophistication!
Personality: Fun => conqueror
You love physical activity - you've got a real spirit for adventure. Keeping a clear head and healthy body makes you ready for whatever life throws at you. For kichs there is nothing like a little affection to give you a buzz. There is never enough time to love! When it comes to holidays, there's no stoppong you once you've got the taste for adventure. It's a chance to explore activities that you don't have the time for in day-to-day life.
Personality: habits => junkie monkey
You never have enough rest - either you're too busy, exhauted or perhards just a little lazy? Either way your snooze is your best friend, and at times your worse enemy! When it comes to drinking, nothing beats a night out with your mates. Unwinding with a few beers, relaxing the shoulders, loosening that tongue and letting the day disappear - perfect. As for the home style is not really top of your list - you're too busy with other things in life. Functional meets all your needs.
Personality: love => Nice n' Cheesy
You're a real romantic and a bit of a dreamer. OK, life may not be a movie, but what's wrong with thinking it is?
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In all: You like to live the high life; mixing in the right circles; always look you best; you like to impress and make an impact.
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http://dna.imagini.net/friends/#
You're a bit of a romantic and have a taste for the exotic. You love feeling the sea breeze in your hair, sun on your skin...Slip those shoes off...You like to kick back. When comes to art, you have a traditional eye. You are passionate about history and skills that have been aroun d for centuries, you believe truly great art stands the test of time. As for music, it's the soundtrack to your world. You like to unwind and switch off: it gives you a break from reality. You choice of treat shows you're a really bubbly character; you love a touch of glamour and sophistication!
Personality: Fun => conqueror
You love physical activity - you've got a real spirit for adventure. Keeping a clear head and healthy body makes you ready for whatever life throws at you. For kichs there is nothing like a little affection to give you a buzz. There is never enough time to love! When it comes to holidays, there's no stoppong you once you've got the taste for adventure. It's a chance to explore activities that you don't have the time for in day-to-day life.
Personality: habits => junkie monkey
You never have enough rest - either you're too busy, exhauted or perhards just a little lazy? Either way your snooze is your best friend, and at times your worse enemy! When it comes to drinking, nothing beats a night out with your mates. Unwinding with a few beers, relaxing the shoulders, loosening that tongue and letting the day disappear - perfect. As for the home style is not really top of your list - you're too busy with other things in life. Functional meets all your needs.
Personality: love => Nice n' Cheesy
You're a real romantic and a bit of a dreamer. OK, life may not be a movie, but what's wrong with thinking it is?
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In all: You like to live the high life; mixing in the right circles; always look you best; you like to impress and make an impact.
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http://dna.imagini.net/friends/#
Monday, March 10, 2008
Babyface--《Sorry for the Stupid Things》
Sometimes we wish for the better
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
Sometimes we find out we forget
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Oh so sorry, oh no, oh so sorry
Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when it's through
Well, sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Can't always be strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all, at all
Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
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换了工作
换了皮鞋
换了衬衣和西裤
换了发型
换了眼镜
换了另一种语言
所有的外在东西都改变得差不多
只是内在的我，好像还是那个小孩子
Sometimes a man, Just don't be a man
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
I keep doing the stupid thing
Though I forgave myself many times
But those just gave me more excuses.
自己不承认自己老了
活在自己的世界
Kid, please be more mature
Sometimes just let it be
Sometimes be a man but do not be a fool
Then my dear all, if I happened to do something awful
I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I had done.
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http://daumbgm.nefficient.co.kr/mgbdamu/B0100007/B010000700156407.wma
http://www.deceptionz.com/Babyface%20-%20Sorry%20For%20The%20Stupid%20Things.MP3
http://mp3.jnnc.com/music114/foreign/Babyface/GrownAnds-exy/07.mp3
When we have it good as it gets
Sometimes the grass isn't greener
Sometimes we find out we forget
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really don't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Oh so sorry, oh no, oh so sorry
Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when it's through
Well, sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
And sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it all
Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Can't always be strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
Sometimes a dog he don't know he's a dog
Sometimes I do stupid things to you
When I really didn't mean it at all, at all
Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
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换了工作
换了皮鞋
换了衬衣和西裤
换了发型
换了眼镜
换了另一种语言
所有的外在东西都改变得差不多
只是内在的我，好像还是那个小孩子
Sometimes a man, Just don't be a man
Sometimes the fool doesn't know he's a fool
I keep doing the stupid thing
Though I forgave myself many times
But those just gave me more excuses.
自己不承认自己老了
活在自己的世界
Kid, please be more mature
Sometimes just let it be
Sometimes be a man but do not be a fool
Then my dear all, if I happened to do something awful
I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I had done.
-----------------
http://daumbgm.nefficient.co.kr/mgbdamu/B0100007/B010000700156407.wma
http://www.deceptionz.com/Babyface%20-%20Sorry%20For%20The%20Stupid%20Things.MP3
http://mp3.jnnc.com/music114/foreign/Babyface/GrownAnds-exy/07.mp3
Sunday, March 9, 2008
我能否相信？！
人从来就不是理智的
所以许多时候说话都带有某种误导性质
有个上级，连问了5次籍贯
然后还经常帮我改
最后我心理开始怀疑：他是否真把重视我的存在？！
有个朋友
不断告诉我一些带个人色彩的话
然后之后当我旧事重提的时候
他却一概否认
我开始纳闷：你那句话是真的？！
有个上级
连续问我3次工作经验
然后连续3次都给与我认可的某些东西的否认
我有点惊奇：他是否有点冥顽不灵？！
。。。。。
向来都是用自己的眼光看待身边的一切
但是偶尔，我对其他人的了解都是建立在其他人的言语的基础上
慢慢发现许多人都有这个问题
对于某个人，在不同的时间，不同的地点
都是说不同的话
而且每次的180度转弯让我的刹车系统有点不知所措
然后我开始怀疑是否我也是如此
估计也应该有，那是否别人也是对我抱有这种态度？！
答案应该是肯定的吧，至少这个问题我自己是无法察觉
但是别人应该也会这样子认为吧
原来所谓的人言为信真得这么难
大家都习惯说谎
嘴里说不在乎的，内心想的是另一回事
称赞你的，背后却说这个人不行
怜悯你的，过后厌恶的评述你的一切
看来我要收起自己所有的八卦
所有的口不择言
避免误导别人，也避免被别人误导
至于其他人，请别把别人当传声筒或者留言机
大家都收起虚伪，给别人信心相信你
所以许多时候说话都带有某种误导性质
有个上级，连问了5次籍贯
然后还经常帮我改
最后我心理开始怀疑：他是否真把重视我的存在？！
有个朋友
不断告诉我一些带个人色彩的话
然后之后当我旧事重提的时候
他却一概否认
我开始纳闷：你那句话是真的？！
有个上级
连续问我3次工作经验
然后连续3次都给与我认可的某些东西的否认
我有点惊奇：他是否有点冥顽不灵？！
。。。。。
向来都是用自己的眼光看待身边的一切
但是偶尔，我对其他人的了解都是建立在其他人的言语的基础上
慢慢发现许多人都有这个问题
对于某个人，在不同的时间，不同的地点
都是说不同的话
而且每次的180度转弯让我的刹车系统有点不知所措
然后我开始怀疑是否我也是如此
估计也应该有，那是否别人也是对我抱有这种态度？！
答案应该是肯定的吧，至少这个问题我自己是无法察觉
但是别人应该也会这样子认为吧
原来所谓的人言为信真得这么难
大家都习惯说谎
嘴里说不在乎的，内心想的是另一回事
称赞你的，背后却说这个人不行
怜悯你的，过后厌恶的评述你的一切
看来我要收起自己所有的八卦
所有的口不择言
避免误导别人，也避免被别人误导
至于其他人，请别把别人当传声筒或者留言机
大家都收起虚伪，给别人信心相信你
Friday, March 7, 2008
Kimya Dawson==
loose lips might sink ships but loose gooses take trips
to san francisco, double dutch disco,
tech tv hottie, do it for scotty
do it for the living and do it for the dead
do it for the monsters under your bed
do it for the teenagers and do it for your mom
broken hearts hurt but they make us strong and
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
how's it gonna be?
i'll drop kick russell stover, move into the starting over house
and know matt rouse and jest are watching me achieve my dreams
and we'll pray, all damn day, every day,
that all this shit our president has got us in will go away
while we strive to figure out a way we can survive
these trying times without losing our minds
so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend
shysters live from scheme to scheme and my 4th quarter pipe dreams
are seeming more and more worth fighting for
so i'll curate some situations, make my job a big vacation
and i'll say FUCK BUSH AND FUCK THIS WAR
my war paint is sharpie ink and i'll show you how much my shit stinks
and ask you what you think because your thoughts and words are powerful
they think we're disposable, well both my thumbs opposable
are spelled out on a double word and triple letter score
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
----------------------------
http://poly-motion.com/todd/mp3/loose.mp3
----------------------------
If you want to burn/cut/kill yourself, please do call me.
You got my number, or you could send me a msn/qq.
I mean it my friends.
to san francisco, double dutch disco,
tech tv hottie, do it for scotty
do it for the living and do it for the dead
do it for the monsters under your bed
do it for the teenagers and do it for your mom
broken hearts hurt but they make us strong and
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
how's it gonna be?
i'll drop kick russell stover, move into the starting over house
and know matt rouse and jest are watching me achieve my dreams
and we'll pray, all damn day, every day,
that all this shit our president has got us in will go away
while we strive to figure out a way we can survive
these trying times without losing our minds
so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend
shysters live from scheme to scheme and my 4th quarter pipe dreams
are seeming more and more worth fighting for
so i'll curate some situations, make my job a big vacation
and i'll say FUCK BUSH AND FUCK THIS WAR
my war paint is sharpie ink and i'll show you how much my shit stinks
and ask you what you think because your thoughts and words are powerful
they think we're disposable, well both my thumbs opposable
are spelled out on a double word and triple letter score
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
----------------------------
http://poly-motion.com/todd/mp3/loose.mp3
----------------------------
If you want to burn/cut/kill yourself, please do call me.
You got my number, or you could send me a msn/qq.
I mean it my friends.
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